February 2011
32 posts
Listen
So sometimes I forget...
that people read this blog. Then they make a comment about it or send a me a text about it and it makes me simultaneously delighted and embarrassed. This blog is not, in fact, my inner monologue but very much an outer monologue. Which, if you’re reading this, I am sure you knew but your dear old blogger friend forgets sometimes. Then remembers. Then the above ensues.
Anyway…. look...
Better Today
So I have decided that my not so great test score from yesterday was the best thing that has happened to me all semester. There has been a hot fire lit under my ass, I worked so hard all day yesterday. I did two hours of research for my peace studies paper, I almost done with a philosophy paper that is due next monday and I completed my women studies reading. I was/am on a roll. It is only half...
Just figured out how to do this. I am elated.
What Am I Doing??
So this semester, academically, is definitely not as great as the last. I am really struggling with what I want to do and who I want to be. I love Wooster and I never want to leave but sometimes I just don’t know what I am doing with myself. I am learning a lot sitting in classrooms and taking notes, but could I be learning things for the better if I had taken a year off or if I had...
HI ANGELA!!
Today I found out my best friend angela reads my blog and has even given me the honor of bookmarking my page. While I’m sure she doesn’t read it as frequently as autostradle but hey I’ll take the honor.
The Perfect Proposal
Tonight I realized the way I want to be proposed to.
A cute, calm date night on an August evening in New York City. A nice, light summer breeze, reminding me that Fall is around the corner but not here yet. We would get dinner at Red Bamboo then take the subway to central park where we’ll walk around and enjoy the nice weather. Then we’ll get to a bridge. I...
Suckfest '11
I am just sucking this week. I feel like I have totally lost all desire to do anything. I skipped three classes! In fairness, I skipped two so I could have extra morning time to prep for an exam. But this morning I was just to lazy to get my ass out of bed. I feel really disengaged in my classes this semester it’s really upsetting. I loved all of my classes this semester and I feel nothing...
15 Things Kurt Vonnegut Said Better Than Anyone... →
I don't want to jinx it...
but I am really happy.
Currently status about Valentine's Day
tatpsy:
My friends who have boyfriends/girlfriends:
My friends who are single
Me:
“Whatever happened to chivalry? Does it only exist in 80’s movies? I want...”
– This quote is from Easy A. Embarrassing, I know, but I love this quote and I liked the movie.
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Mixed Feelings About Valentines Day
So heres the thing, I love to hate valentines day. I love throwing out terms like “patriarchal holiday” or calling it the epitome of capitalist conformity. I love making fun of it and its unoriginal notions of romance. And I genuinely believe all of the above… but I am the kind of person who loves being in love. I love the begining of a relationships, I love dating, I am a HUGE...
“You know that place between sleeping and awake, that place where you can still...”
– J.M. Barrie
Instant Gratification Generation
I have been thinking a lot lately about how I fit into the concept of my generation being all about instant gratification. Older generations speculate that because we have things like the internet we no longer have any patients or follow through. If we can’t find it on google, we don’t bother. If we can’t microwave our dinner, why eat? I think I definitely suffer from IGG...
Anger.
So I am literally sitting in the student center right now and I am watching this group discussion go on about African Americans and homosexuality in society. The topic if homosexuals in African American society came up. This one women stood up and said she does not understand supporting the passage of legislation which encourages and supports homosexual acts. She also just said she doesn’t...
Check in?
It’s Thursday! Almost time for a jam packed weekend of I <3 Female Orgasm ( a presentation), beer pong tournaments and absolutely cramming my ass off for my political science exam next week. My time management as absolutely sucked this semester, pledging definitely didn’t help. While my academics are not quite where they should be, I’m really happy socially. I have my new...
You know what sucks?
Counting calories.
and
hilarious sarcasm that gets taken the wrong way.
Sleepless Tumbling
I should be going to bed. Or doing my philosophy reading. Or generally being a better person. But no I am on tumblr, my long neglected tumblr.
Remember that other blog I started? It was super boring. Yeah that got old after two days when I came back to school and was like oh shit I have to write like a grown up all the time?? Why would I want to make a blog like that? I can just come to my...
